thx 4 listening 2 me crap.
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Today i have gotten the best lesson that i have ever enjoy...it was fun and competitive...i can't help feeling so helpless within me...i believe i can do more thing then just that...am i useless? hmmm...anger and fear is being bottom up within me...i have no idea when i will blast out of my body that i am in...i wanted to scream and release whatever i have kept in years...is there a better way? i kept looking the way ppl thinks about me...deep inside i know i can do it but there are times that i just can't perform as well...i know no one will understand me even you said you do...i know you will not want me to be sad or angry all through my life...consoling me will not help me that is what i am trying to say...but those words can't get out of my mouth...i could only let you go on and on...i was afraid that if i tell you to stop, you will feel hurt. Give me some more time... i believe i can be of some help soon...let me be please...
lost myself. my soul. @
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