thx 4 listening 2 me crap.
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Watched ‘I not stupid too’. It is so funny and touching at the same time. The movie really brings out what I wanted very much to tell my parents. But for my case it is all generation gap and language gap. The way they teach me is like copy and paste from their parents to their own page. They just took what their parents did to them and apply to us children, for example, caning, beating, scolding and naggings. I can seriously tell that parents are trying to fit into our youth life style. Using gestures and languages that we youth usually speaks. Sometimes I find them stubborn. I am born in a very tradition family which practices stereotyping and I kind of hate the life that they are giving me. The line from the movie script that I like the most is “ni yao da wo da dao se me si hou”. That is the question that I would like to ask. From young till now I have been beaten for various reasons. But most of it is because I am the eldest.
What is proving? Besides being compared to the rest of my relatives, they are always giving stress to me by setting high expectation. Be it looks or studies or schools. Scores and schools have been the most unbearable. I am lucky that my score still manage to scrape through their expectation but the school that I have chosen or I should say no choice but to choose has always been the problem. I can’t stand them no more. I think even if I get all A’s, I will still be like pressed down by other’s. Coz they will be having A level and I gotten a diploma. Haiz… this is what I consider as a Chinese new year stress.
happi birthday anna!!!!
lost myself. my soul. @
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