thx 4 listening 2 me crap.
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Just finished with youth day challenge. Seriously it is not going on too well for the mixed doubles and trios team with i am playing in. My mood was totally affected due to the rush of events. The CAUSE of this is none other then javier. I believe that there is certain reason of this cause. But anyway things still get to be repaired along the way. My brother went to fill up javier space and poor captain, aaron, who had rushed down have to fill up my brother's place in the trio. And it snowballed to the next event and daryl have to rush down. My mood is totally off for my event and i have to blame myself for it. Because i did not take the initative to build up the fighting spirit of the trio team that i needed to push myself on. So the final result of it is that I screw up and so did the trio team. Oh well it is over doubt there is a chance for me to bowl anymore but i will perservere. Was very happy for the team event. Good team spirit and all.
So today had bowling again but this time is optional. But then again i do not know why i ended up there. Oh wells then was required to bowl 9 pins tap, total of 8 games. Felt very tired when i gotten into the bowling alley. But ryanna was there so can crap with her and somehow trying to keep myself awake. Not that confident in my bowling because of the previous day result. It is all affected.
So decided to use this opportunity to train myself on mental strength. It did work some how and i managed to come in second and won some cash to cover my cost.
Getting tired easily is there a way to change all this...maybe i just need to hold on...
lost myself. my soul. @
9:44 PM
