jumping and full of life

2009-01-28T20:09:00.002+08:00

New year has arrive what to expect from it.

Actually i had thought of lots of things. Most importantly education comes first. Next is my bowling stuff. Then follows by my job.

Education if i got in to what i like and strive on. Got to stop the play smart and not study much thinking. Hopefully all will go smoothly this time round. THANKS to CPF i did to pay back my poly school fees. Damn expensive. Should have gotten it sooner, feel the pain of it so i won't be so slack in the past. Times really have past. Too late to rewind it, all the time that is gone is gone and paid for. Paid with regrets plus a few achievements that i thought i would make it. Thanks to those that made studying so fun and stress free.

Last half year at Warren, really really hope for something great to happen this year. 5 years had past just like that a click of the fingers. Friendships have been created to become something great. Changes have been made.

Now got to work my ass off as long as i have the opportunies to work. Got to earn my CPF payments and it does not come cheap.

Studying is always the best leisure stuff to do when you have the time. Got to travel around. Enjoy while we have it. FULL TIME!!!

2008-08-11T21:49:00.002+08:00

It has been a long while since i blog

What have you missed.

My 2nd lost in that bi-monthly don't know what competition that is so last minute.

School started for many i am one of them.

Lectures hmm its something new.

My bowling is lousy at this scretch of time.

Ended my job at dsta since 31 july 2008.

Olympics started a few days ago..

Its time to think about what i am going to do in the future.. still wondering aimlessly. hahah

2008-06-18T15:53:00.003+08:00

am back with more terrible news.

2nd day at NAG= not that bad but not too good either

as can tell from the above statement, its not that good but at least its way better then monday's.

There is still hope and i think that my body is taking the toll of tireness. Having this cycle for 4, hopefully 5 straight days. If haven gotten my feel yet and its getting too late.

So all in all that i have to do is to BUCK UP!! v(^o^)v

Lots of ppl to beat.

2008-06-17T16:46:00.002+08:00

Here is the report that i said i will give..

NAG 1st day = total disaster HA.

Can't believe i am typing this.

Don't know what is wrong with me and that is the worse i have came across this year. MAN this CAN'T be happening. 157, 141, 136 its like what the hell. HA.

I really need my 600series now since its a 3games series. and i still can't get to cover my lousy score. Boo...

2008-06-16T17:35:00.001+08:00

NATIONAL AGE GROUP!!! HA. in about 2hours time.

So excited about it hope i can go into masters this time.

Wish me luck.

Knock off in 24mins time.. Weee..

Will report back later

2008-06-12T15:11:00.003+08:00

I am eating hershey's chocolate and blogging now at the same time during work time.

See how free i am lets go through an update.

I had made it for the singapore open graded 'B' and got in as 1st qualifier and 2nd at masters. However the 800 series did not come for the MQ cause i am short of 2 pins. HAs oh well will wait for the next AIA competition to aim that 800 series.

Life is doing well and got to plan my next step after ending my job here. Hmmm.

National Age Group is coming this monday. It will be a hectic week i suppose from the highway jams and so on. Not placing much hope on that. Going to team up with other people. Hope i will get into masters this time round.

Going to bowl youth challenge too. And gave me a lame excuse is this compensation? You will sure to regret not using the manpower properly. It is all pure luck. Last year already. So i have nothing to complain about.

Going back to RP for some basketball on friday woodlands oh my.. hahah but for the sake of missing them so much i shall return. Though i have not been exercising for a long time... guilty.

Hmm what else oh PC fair is this weekend and i have to purchase some stuffs from there so i can load and store some of my music, drama and movies for future usage. Had some advise from Mr. Generous as so Priscilla named him, as i am a IT gadget idiot. Perhaps heading down on saturday to get my hard disks.

Thats all for today will update soon if i have the mood. Seeya.

Oh ya before i forget i have to attend Orange's chalet too 28th to 29th june.

2008-05-26T14:54:00.002+08:00

Bowling has been hell and i am sick now.

Singapore open tell me about it!

The lanes no comments, my bowling skills no comments.

Will i get qualified? No idea.

I felt that my thumb and fingers are dropping off. I shall camp at Mount faber later to check if there is a slot for me.

800 SERIES COME ON!!!

2008-05-14T13:31:00.003+08:00

Today is RUSH RUSH RUSH!!!

Handling alot of stuffs today. The dateline is tight too.

Stress!!!

Yesterday when to ate at kuishinbo. Kinda like the atmosphere there, as usual ate alot and crap alot with my friends. And no one brought camera. Nice. Saw someone familiar on the way to the restaurant with my friends. And Ming PS us hahahha thanks to overnight mj. So do rmb about our date on 28th june hahaha don' t go for overnight mj. Alvin is going into army soon hahah. Won't be surprise if he turn out fit from there. Outing is nice managed to meet up people like godwin, kelly and wency of course, those people that have not seen for a long long time.

So schedule time:

Singapore open coming up
national age grp coming up
colleage league coming up but i am not bowling for it
dive trip coming up
28th-29th bday outing
youth inter-club though i don't think i will get the chance which is ok ;P

Oh btw i gotten my first enquiry on having bowling lesson from me!!!

So glad about it!!

I don't mind if there are people who are interested, FIND ME!!!

2008-04-28T16:14:00.002+08:00

yes yes its me again who else can there be.

Am at work darn this place is down right boring.

Bowling ratings is going down again and at a wrong time too.

Tmr PBC graded 'B' selection hopefully i can get a spot there. Cos nowadays tournments are expensive. I of course have no captial

Sat there is PBC youth selection again for the same above reason.

Got a phone though it is not that one that i was hoping to get but i can settle down with it just fine.

The most worrying issue is that i have not get any university letters ahh... Damn worrying.

I just need a good news from any university. pls come fast.

2008-04-19T23:19:00.002+08:00

Came back from a long day around cityhall area.. Whoo i tell you walking up and down citylink and into suntec and marina square. A chore man. But the day is much well spent. Met up with andrea to go to some diving fair and met her friend too. Ended up tempting andrea to buy more stuffs and all three of us going for a diving trip together with her friend taking the open water course. So going to take advance soon. Saw my instructor there too, joking scolded me for not joining them for dives and that i have got rusty by then. So just to make him happy and nice, we join the trip. Leisure this time round.

2008-04-04T11:40:00.002+08:00

Hey i'm back

Shall be a regular here as there is not much to do in the office.. Did too fast perhaps

Bowling is a disappointment for me. Just can't get things right.

When will i hit my peak.. or i should say is there one in the first place.

Its change or not to change?

2008-03-31T13:24:00.002+08:00

Last sat warren won yet again 4-1 however its a very close fight. Not about both sides scores are high but its below performance level. But overall its still a win. So not going to complain about that.

Singapore international open is just month away. So excited hope my form is still there to perform to my very best.

What else.. job today is TOTALLY SLACKING HA.

Hope there is something easy for me to do... to spend my time away with.

Uni results is coming out soon i think, is there hope for me i hope so.

2008-03-28T15:30:00.002+08:00

Adsent for a long time. HEE

Lots of things had happened returned from thailand like ages ago.

Just got graduated offically not long ago.

Things happens here and there lots to type down but my poor mind is failling me.

Oh yea proud to say finally the bowling things is settled and i am now back in the team.

Going to try to get my first client for my company if i successfully gotten one.

Job is getting along fine.. Just that i can doze off now and then got to get something like this to wake me up.

AH I HAVE NO COMPETITION TO GO FOR DAMN HOW?!!!

HAHa so organizer help organize more competition!!!

thats all for now boss coming ARG....

2008-02-03T20:40:00.000+08:00

Oh ya forget about the dragonboating session this morning

Damn fun ... I am dead tired now!!!

Thanks to PK for the introduction man.

2008-02-03T20:24:00.000+08:00

FINALLY GRADUATED FROM POLYTECHNIC!!!!!!!!!

What else, got a job at DSTA, filling my time full.

Can't wait for bangkok trip, get to have a break.

There are chalets to attend. Do not know when i will start work.

2008-01-22T21:51:00.000+08:00

tonite's moon is bright and big.

However, i witness something that is very sad.

Its just bad timing, making me think of the past.

REst well and hopefully it will not be painful.

2008-01-20T19:46:00.000+08:00

LAst thats all i need

LEarned more stuff although am sad at times

Looks like i have to go through the hard sad way

2008-01-18T13:06:00.000+08:00

I gave you a chance and you do this to me.

THANK YOU SO MUCH

Making it harder to forget

2008-01-17T21:58:00.000+08:00

ARGGGGG!!!!! $800 just slip like that

Damn piss!!!!!

Just late by 3minutes

DAmn the traffic!!!!!

ARGGG what a good starting for the year!!!

2008-01-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

That 800 series is not happening. The highest that i had hit is 718. Damn low can.

Went shopping with duanhua and jeannie. This time is the longest time span that i have used for shopping. The trip is quite happening, just that from time to time, i and duanhua will turn on the sian face and switch off jeannie's shopping mood. There is always a saying goes the people who accompany you for shopping will usually end up buying more thngs then you. Through this experience i state that it is true indeed.

Tmr a packed day. Wish me luck.

2008-01-12T00:29:00.000+08:00

I have been reminded how much i have neglected this blog.

I am going to graduate WHOo!!! In about 3 plus weeks. But way before that FYP have to be done. I am so going to be crazy.

Having bowling tmr for amaron open at serangoon gardens hopefully 800 + series. Please let it happen.

Its a goal to get something for whatever event i join. Up to date i still manage to keep that goal.

scandals fly... is it yours, Yours or mine??

2007-12-08T12:54:00.000+08:00

It as been a long long wait. All is done nothing can change that. Its soon going to be the gone of 2007 and 2008 is coming right up. Should i be excited. How i wish my vision ahead is clear. Please let me pass all these.

2007-11-12T20:32:00.000+08:00

All the long awaited events have ended.

The finishing note is the Warren's ABC. My performance is very bad at the beginning only start to pick up after the 6th game which is late. Lost my 1st placing by 140 pins. Not good enough it seems after all that i tried to do in this few weeks. But at least i have finally gotten those point that he is trying to put into my head.

2007-11-04T09:07:00.000+08:00

What an eventful day for 3rd of Nov.

I get to bowl for 2 events 16 games in total.

The first is PBC trial selection for AIA singapore open.

Got in coming in first with 1069.

Next is SP league masters

Came in 2nd.

What an achievement.

2007-10-31T21:39:00.000+08:00

Here comes the end of october. Time really goes damn fast.

Done one of the masters that is held at safra yishun, the venue for the soon to be pol-ite. It was challenging. Actually while playing the games, i have produced quite a number of different emotions, some positive some negatives. But sadly it still can't drive me through those obstacles.

Next is the entry for the ABC at warren. That is another one that i felt a waste. But also got rewards in return. It tunes me to be slower. As slow as i can get.

Trip coming soon to THAILAND after i finished my studies from RP.

Got a job that is considered flexible for me.

Thats my life how great is that.

2007-10-15T15:03:00.000+08:00

It has been long... concentration is low and determination is gone.

Lots of competition coming up, masters and so on.

I have not seen those warren people for a long long time. Kinda miss them. My last year with them soon.

Lots of things is going to end like my studies and so on.

That brings the start of many things that will come soon. Which is unclear at the moment.

2007-09-28T22:38:00.000+08:00

MY life is just like a game.

Quest to be done

There is a time limit

LIfe is a living hell

Irriating person around at home

Is there any cheat code for this game.

2007-09-10T12:36:00.000+08:00

There are times that 'what ifs' happens. I hate that phrase 'what ifs'. i totally hate it.

Its the same situation yesterday. Lost by 2 pins. Lots of what ifs flood into my mind. Totally hate it.

I can't stand it anymore i want to break away from that. How i wish i can. I want to be confident and 100% sure.

BUT HOW????

2007-09-03T17:18:00.000+08:00

It has been a long while since i updated.

Done masters for youth inter club games. Gotten 11 what a bad position but i feel that i am too excited and not familar to the scene so overall i can proudly say i have done great. The dinner after that was great too. Its like having family dinner in a buffet style. Having to take dish by dish onto the table. Ryan looks drunk too his face is getting redder by the minutes.

I too also made myself embarassed. I totally forgotten that there is a girl who has the same name as me. So when the name is called, i stood up and walked. Lucky i saw her walking in front of me or else i will be a laughing stock. Having just recovered from being sick, my mind is not set proper still feeling a bit giddy then. How can i completely forgotten that we did not place our name in the lucky draw box. Blur me haha.

Gotten a job too at underwater world with ming. Job scope is to look after stingray and sell stuff to feed them. Though i always return home smelling like seawater and crap, i still like the job and company of the stingray at work. Met Ms Tang yesterday too, can say that she looked shock to see me there. The job is great and fun so i don't really mind the smell.

Hmm what else? School holidays have been into the 2 week and that is how much fun i am getting myself into.

Can't type now back to my harry potter reading online. ;P

2007-08-18T18:09:00.000+08:00

FYP presentation is done got to worry about the next one

First aid Course is also done

Youth inter club is also done

Went for job interview (hope i get the job.. hee)

Class is almost done too 1 more week (going to graduate soon)

Hmm what else??

NCAP coming soon

Driving coming soon

Maybe a trip is coming soon

POL-ITE bowling coming soon

At least till now i have accomplished much of the stuffs.

Lots of things to wait for too.

PASS thats what i need.

2007-07-31T21:05:00.000+08:00

forgot to add that i have first aid course too... so going to be drained out.

2007-07-31T12:30:00.000+08:00

Right now at home... having lots to do therefore need to have a day off from sch. There is the incompleted FYP report that is due on 10/08/07 and i am rushing to end it by 02/08/07. Next is the openwater diving test. OH gosh that is a terror. There is so much to read and learn. I don't think i can make it this saturday. Lots of courses coming up. Like NCAP and stuff.

I have no idea why but it maybe of use next time when i am old or somethng. Time is really short there is alot i want to do for people around me and those for myself.

It is a good news that RP basketball girls are going to retain their title. Team of The Year is close as there is two more leagues to go.

I like my latest ball though it is not really new, but i like the way it reacts on the lanes. Much stronger then the old one. But i will miss my old bowling ball of 3 years +.

Got to head down for training this wednesday... cherish every moment going to miss them soon.

lastly, SORRY KELLY for ps you today.

2007-07-11T08:51:00.000+08:00

As the time goes by, i am becoming to be more occupied with stuffs that concerns me and stuffs that don't concern me.

Right now sitting here waiting for the fyp day to start. Stoning away is all i can say.

I do not know why bowling has taken a hugh part of my life. I just stop thinking about it. When did i last see my bowling ball and shoes. Weeks ago?

I have turned to be worn out by projects and stuffs that i just don't have that extra energy to force myself to go for trainings with regardless of what sports.

I am just so going to be dead when i really do turn up.

Just don't want to be who i am not.

2007-07-07T19:29:00.000+08:00

This is a disturbing situation.

When boarding the bus. People just can't wait to board the bus. As in the bus will run away and leave you stranded on the bus stop alone. Come on people!!! Its just a bus. I know that time is VERY important but not to that extent really.

Where did the singaporean behaviour went. Queuing up and wait for the bus quietly. Opps i forgot. Maybe there are too many foreigners around and influnce in the singapore population.

I note to add AJC bowling guys be more man can? Being bimbo thats the truth.

2007-07-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

yesterday hit my all time highest 3 games series 591.

today I PASSED my coaching course.. offically can coach!!!!

2007-06-16T14:27:00.000+08:00

Today offically holidays are over. Thats fast since my last blog is at the start of the holidays. Used up my holidays fully though. First week more on the fyp side. And seriously it needs some pushing. Its going to be the 8th week and its not even close. We got big goals to achieve. Thats one. The other is hope that it might be of help in the future.

The 2nd week is fully used on a SBF coaching LEvel I/II. The course is helpful to be then hope that i pass it.

SCHOOL STARTING

2007-06-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

Holidays are finally here. 2 full weeks of it hope it is enough but who knows till the last day arrives.

Been to a wedding function quite not that long ago... so i should let the pictures do the talking.

Sister plus my cute cousin with his sister

bro sis and me

Finally the happily married couple.

National age is over and to say the truth i did very badly. I was too confident and it was crushed on the first day. Not prepared perhaps. Its my first anyways there are still chances i think. Got to be fully prepared the next time. Which is pol-ite. The final and only one left. Got to cherish it.

2007-05-19T11:34:00.000+08:00

A div is on and its going to end real soon like 24th may i think. Soon go down one day and feel the atmosphere there. Heard it was great. Something i won't get to feel when i am bowling for pol-ite. Maybe it is too quiet and there are not as many schools as JCs.

End of 5th week and 2weeks of holidays are coming soon. But since i am in 3rd year, there goes my holidays. FYP got to settle it as fast as possible which is equal to extra time and effort have to be placed into it. I think it is possible that the basic stuff can be completed by semster 1. Hope so.

Another thing that is coming up soon is national age group. Really looking forward to it. Maybe its because its my first time bowling for this kind of bowling tournment. Target for this tournment is to qualify for masters. Which is top 12 for all event. I am not going to screw this up. I need to beat my team badly for the things they have treated me for.

Youth inter-club its also the same thing. Not being selected much to bowl for. Maybe due to me not representing school much. Not performing well? It is just very ironic that one bowler can bowl so badly at one shot. Then on the actual day bowl like pro. Then the person who selects decide to gamble on that type of performance hopefully it will be the latter. What about the rest man. It is not individual it is team effort man. It is just screw up.

2007-05-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

Time really flies.

Now should be 3rd week studying in school. Feeling tired already. Got to hold on to the 16th week.

Today went to announce to the girls that i am not bowling with them. Wonder if some hate me. I bet they are. I wanted to explain to them why. But on 2nd thought i better not. It will hurt them even more. Issn't human being realistic? Always want to claim the best out of everything. I don't deny that i am one of those people.

Won youth inter-club match today against CBC. Maybe the lanes are in our favor. I did not do as well as i expected. Just got to break that barrier in front of me.

Sometimes when i have time, i will think to myself. Is there someone that i truely trust and pour my heart to. Just me, myself in this busy world changing with the time.

No one i can depend on forever.

2007-04-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

School.... oh yes it has begun, for like a week already? I think my class this semster is more outspoken. That means i have to be more outspoken then them to score. Oh darn just my luck.

Forcing myself to head for training every single one of it. Got to improve fast national age is coming real soon although it is about 1 month later. It is only monday then i will get to know how many good bowlers joining. Hope it is a LOT of them. HAs. Should not get myself into conflicts and politics and whatever not. I have enough trouble already.

As for another aspect of my bowling, don't think that i will be bowling again. Can i use the word bias? I think i can for now. Just that my bowl line is straight and it is J hook does not mean that i am incapable of hitting high scores everywhere i go.

Oh wells who is going to give it a damn....

2007-04-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

3 more days and i have to early damn early!!! Oh gosh, really not used to getting up so early and now is like 5 days a week instead of 4 days a week. I should have done my electives earlier. But i think it will work out fine for me. Just that i have an extra load of fyp which i think all year 3 will be having.

I think its my nerves. Worrying just too early. This holidays have been bowling, bowling and more bowling. Preparing for this and that. Competition coming up and what not.

Besides studies there is still IGs. Oh gosh. I will be so dead tired.

2007-04-09T16:11:00.000+08:00

Remembered that i type about having a second chance that is too good to be true?

Well, it did not turn out well. Not that i bowled badly, i don't even have to bowl.

Thanks to the SP pin setter.

I don't really like to see people that 'actions' too much. because they are not qualified, thats the first point. And the last point is, their action really speaks louder then words.

Only gotten a tiny bit of achievement, and trying to blow it big is a big wrong choice. Trust me. U will 100% on my hating list.

2007-04-05T20:26:00.000+08:00

This whole week makes me extra lazy. Just don't know why.

Was really surprised that I will be bowling this saturday. Ever since the major screw up. Looks like i must have the don't care attitude. Last week care too much already. Hmm.... Lets see how it works out. Maybe i am too lucky to get this chance. Way too lucky.

School is opening in 1 week time. Is it a good sign or not? Hm... last year in RP will i miss it as much as secondary school? Who knows?

2007-03-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

Officially total screw up. 153 average what the hell.

Go ahead and laugh... soon you two will regret it.

You two are not any better...

Anyways won 5-0

2007-03-30T10:06:00.000+08:00

I think it is a hazzard to go for school trainings. Ever since i have been going for trainings, my body really can't take it. Sometimes it will be the left leg and other times it will be the back. This morning it was the neck from yesterday's training. OH MY!!! I did my warm up properly already. Why is it happening to me?

But on my personal time to bowl and leagues plus club trainings it's ok.... hmmmm..... what is the cause of those problems...

Indeed a mystery

2007-03-29T20:38:00.000+08:00

The day that i waited for so long is going to arrive!!! Hope i don't screw it up.

Today have been bowling like for 2 1/2 hours straight. First time wanted the training to end badly. Bowl until my leg went weak and my swing are being forced.

Can't seem to bowl well this week..BOO!!! How to deal with it?

teach me somebody teach me!!!!!

2007-03-25T19:32:00.000+08:00

I have a feeling that my down fall will be coming soon. I fear for that day. Hope it won't come too soon.

Home ground is next on the list. It would be either an honor or a disgrace. Which one will it be? Who don't want the best to turn up on that day.

Feelings...Feelings...Feelings

Lots of things are being surrounded by the word FEELING. I thought of dropping the sport. Should i or should i not?

2007-03-23T19:42:00.000+08:00

What i have heard over the days are " you have to buck up" or " most likely you will play but you have to work harder". Those words are so hard to accept when i am trying my very best to do a good job. How hard do i have to get? Its just too tiring.

I have said before that i want to dominate the entire play. Up to now, i have not even play a single game. How to dominate like this? Just have to keep telling myself "patience, patience, patience." I don't believe with the result that i have, i can't get a chance.

Just hoping that i don't screw it up.

Went driving all over the place, I have broken my promise again. So sorry my friend.

2007-03-19T12:00:00.000+08:00

Listening to songs at this very moment. It just bring me back to the time when i am mugging damn hard for exams. The hardship and sleepless nites. Compared to now, I rather have the mugging now. At least i have something to do. Doing the research for my fyp project. But it can be so boring that i would just want to shut the laptop off. Looking up on the walls are paper that is being pasted by my sister. Words of plans and encouragment.

But at least i am going out later to help godwin with finding the ideal place to celebrate his crush birthday. Sometimes i just don't like the house. I meant the building itself not the people inside. It just too stuffy and hot. I am sweating at this very moment. Actually i too dislike one or two people in the house too. But it will place me in the bad light if i typed out who.

Well, bowling for me is going ok. I can bowl well in warren but not during school training. I am still figuring what is that i did wrong. Though i can bowl well in warren, my average is still the same. I want it to increase or just abit of improvement. Is it really true that i have to bowl big hook to increase my average? Cause i am learning that and trying real hard to get the jest of it.

Great work for getting a 4-1 back. Count ourselves lucky? I think we are. B div is starting and my bro is playing. Will go down and have a look.

2007-03-16T14:26:00.000+08:00

Ok once again i am not doing anything much. Why is everyone around me having so much to do? Am i a loner? Sometimes i really suspect i am. I just have the feeling of stoning at home, too tired to move around or should i say too lazy. People who knows me will tell me. Get a life go get a job or have fun with your friends. Just get up and don't stay at home. Hmm. But i just don't have to mood to go to friend's house like mabes. I know they are having fun but it is beyond my ability to stay out late. Its not that i am not the party type. Its just that there are restrictions. Restrictions that i can't bend whenever i want.

When will i get the life that i want. Hope it will be soon.

2007-03-11T19:41:00.000+08:00

Just back from batam. Oh my... the trip is... how should i place it? OK the boat trip there is average. The bus trip is HOT as in like sauna. It is totally burning plus the tour guide is trying to lower the temperature with her cold jokes that are not funny. The venues that are picked for shopping is not that nice. Because there is nothing there for me to shop... just maybe a cup of ice blended coffee. First time i felt like an idiot staring at the indo money currency there is just too many zeros. hahah

The only thing that i like about that place is the water and those water sports. Though i don't get to try much sports. But overall the amibence is very nice. Like the time when i am having dinner by the seaside. From the sun set to the sea breeze. It is like Woohoo thank goodness that i am here to enjoy it.

Too bad the camera spolit at the wrong time. Oh well next time there is another chance.

2007-03-07T11:19:00.001+08:00

For the entire holidays i have not done a single thing. Oh my how wasted i am. It is like the 7th day into march and i have not done anything except for having fun and being out with my friends. Maybe you will feel isn't that what i am suppose to do? Yet to find a job. Do something useful. Hmm..what i have done so far is to pig out for a couple of days. Bound to be damn heavy i think. Fear that during training can't even run. I stopped exercising since they stop training. Though i have bowling but that is not an actual sport. Or i should say a slack sport which needs aiming accuracy etc......

Can't bowl this weekend yet again. So disappointing... when will it be my turn? hope its soon. Still need to wait....

2007-03-04T23:38:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Godwin's house. Nice party u had there. Nice to meet all your relatives, grandpa and grandma... they are just too cute. How i wish i still had my grandpa... OK should stop emo-ing.... There are also tons of good food. Thanks to Shannon our chicken grill chef. Those chicken taste just great. As in really great to go start a restaurant. I will be one of the first to patronise the restaurant. No kidding!! I had to stop talking about food cause i am yet again bloated from the BBQ food. Know alot of new friends there. I must say that RP student can really socialise. Made everyone feel at home.

This morning went for bowling session. It was a total disaster. My ball just went skidding all the way to the end. ARGHH really can't belief what is happening. Even if it did not skid, it did not hook much and hit a very low pocket. Plus my pin 3 spare is getting from bad to worse. When did i start not sparing that pin. And gotten all not confident about it.

must start to JIA YOU... no more time for mistakes.

2007-03-03T22:07:00.000+08:00

Just came back from turf city. Oh My i am damn bloated up till now. I just had all the seafood i can eat. OH Man i think i have turned into a pig. Still feeling bloated at the moment.

Yea.. goin bowling tmr weee so long never bowl liao.

God's bday party is tmr. Yet to get him a gift. hmmm that is a tough call.

2007-03-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

Its friday. Nothing much happened so far. Just that i am too goon and forgotten that youth inter-club is starting this week. Oh wells anyway i did not go for training thats why i got no news about it. I finally P-A-S-S-E-D my PP damn happy. Now i can fully concentrate on my FYP. Going to give my very best into the project.

Going to god's house on sunday for his b-day party. Can't go and support warren on their first match against i don't know who. All the best guys.

2007-02-27T10:24:00.000+08:00

Ah it is tuesday again. I have quite alot of things to do.

The most important one is to finish my PP poster cause the presentation is in 2 days time. How? I have not even started. I am so going to be dead.

Next is going to bansing's house for some gathering. Need to wear formal. Erm.... Don't really like that idea. haah. You should get the idea why not.

There are things for me to buy too.

Its going to be a busy busy day.

2007-02-25T19:26:00.000+08:00

NUS open have ended and i have gotten a gold for double event. My performance is not that bad but can be further improve. I gotten the gold thanks to the teaming with a national bowler. Tried not to create a burden for her when bowling and let her excel.

Today's was the team event it was ok and lost the 3rd place due to my careless-ness. It is just a short 5 pins difference. Actually just want to say that everyone have a part to play and it is not just your fault that we lost the position. Its just a game don't take it too hard. I know it is not please to the ear when someone tells you to try harder next time but that just what i want to say. Don't let the history repeat itself. It already repeated once this time is twice so how many times do we want it to happen?

I am going to do my self correction and hope that the team is doing their's too. It is true that our pool of bowlers are talented be it you like them or not. We are still a team. Jia You-s ba.

See you guys in the next tournment where all of us get something back.

2007-02-23T12:13:00.000+08:00

For the past week i have been bowling alot. Its tiring though. NUS open is coming like tomorrow. Excited !!! Went out with jinghan, jia yi and linyun on wednesday. It is a very sudden decision to make. Because i have school training in the morning and it is like in tampines ( yes thats very far for me) . Then went to help do some job for my dad. Rushed all the way there but as usual jinghan mis-interpret my msg and came 30 minutes later. Idle around the malls and places. Saw alot of nice books going to save money and buy a few back and read.

After meeting them, went to suntec to catch a movie men tu if i did not get it wrong. It average not that bad. We talked about lots of things like attachment and going abroad for attachments. Those sounds really fun but my education system don't have this type of attachment so boo... Dine with them and it is a real quick one for me cause i have warren's training. I was in a rush till i 'lost' my way around suntec with so many routes. So give that up and took a cab down to warren. Managed to reach there on time though i am abit late.

Warren training is ok just that with my new thumb plug, i can't really get the feel that i wanted. But it is getting better from yesterday's try out. Yes as usual went there to talk crap and stuff with the usual people - ryanna and daryl. What a tiring day that was.

Later i am heading out again to play badminton with jinghan and linyun if she is coming. 4pm -6pm. 2hrs of exercise is what i need!!

2007-02-15T18:54:00.000+08:00

Today is 15th of feb that means yesterday is valentine's day. What did i do? Actually it is nothing much just that i went out with orleng and dodwin actually albin is coming but knowing that i am leaving early, he decided not to come. Main objective of the outing is to get clothes. Don't be surprise when you read this. Yes for once every year i got to go shopping. Don't really like that but its chinese new year. Therefore no choice went out and have fun.

Ended the trip with a meal at lai lai beef noodle house? yeah thats the place near bugis. The noodles there is really very very nice will go there some day again.

Ended up not going for club's training. Damn sad. HAHA oh wells it is only one training. Hope i don't miss it again. Will there be training next week? That i not so sure. The season is really near. I can feel it. Not going to let anythng stop me again.

PP presentation is getting near and i have not done anything about it. Maybe i will start after CNY. Yup after CNY i will get the poster done. NUS open is coming tooo wonder what is the team line up... Don't want to waste my time and effort anymore.

Got to pull it through

2007-02-09T22:23:00.000+08:00

9 FEB a day when all the worryings and thoughts are over. Cause they have gotten their O's level result. The top scholar actually study 11 subjects. I think that she is totally insane. Oh well some people are born smart and they work real hard for their grades. Talking about school, its HOILDAYS again. Time seriously flies damn fast. Going to have my pp presentation soon like 1st march. NERVOuS. But was assured that it will be fine.

Saw RuiEn today on the way home. Can tell that she is shocked when she sees me hmm.... Me too actually i have to make sure and double check plus check another time. hahaah She changed or i have not seen her for ages thats why. Changed to be prettier.

Bowling again but i am happy about it cause it is at MOUNT FABER SAFRA. In another words very damn close to my house. Don't have to wait for private transport again. Wheee....

2007-02-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

yes finally the week 16 have come. In another words HOLIDAYS are here soon. Lots of friends catching up to do. LOts of programs going on.

Going to be like bowling for tue, wed, thurs maybe on sun. So many days of bowling. Hmmm.... i think it will be fun.

:))) lots of bowling coming rite up

2007-02-03T20:25:00.000+08:00

Back with more things to share. Just had training again for bowling. This one is for the school. My performance for today is very bad. Just can't get the rolling of the ball right. Damn pissed. There will be NUS open soon. Will i be in it? Hope that i qualify for it. My fourth finger of my right hand is freaking pain. Hope it will recover soon.

My sparing % is improving :) about it. But is it enough? How far will it bring me?

Come on ppl lets work hard towards the coming season.

2007-01-28T20:33:00.000+08:00

Bowling training was tiring.. Thats what i named a training to be. We did those basic footwork plus trained on the simple release. Thats what i am doing basically. My left leg really ache alot la. When i when bowling today, my old crazy problems all arise. Hmmm.... how to cure those? Well there is bowling training again on tuesday plus wednesday's club training. Got to be damn serious about it now. No fun and games for me it is all about business. Got to prove my worth.

Congrats cheryl though you only got 11, you have beaten you know who... hahah damn happy for you.

Tmr there is school again.......BORING!!!!!

Going to miss you guys real soon..

2007-01-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

Wee thats obviously a pic with a bangage. Did a good deed for once. Ok maybe that once but it is something great. I thought it will be freaking pain but it turn out to be painless and fast. Hmmm.... maybe it is because of me. Cause the blood flow out to fill the bag within seconds and alot of people witnessed that. Left arm is still weak but the strenght is coming back.

Got to bowl tmr's training. I am just going to focus on myself. Those lanes over there are damn oily. So it is a very good training ground for me as i have to bowl on oily lanes too at warren. That is a disaster but i have to learn and try until i get it.

Just came back from vivo. 1st time there with moses. The place is not that bad. But the prices are bad haha as in abit expensive la. I am a poor girl so what to expect. Too much to see too little time.

TIME....TIMe.....TIme.....Time....time thats what i need now.....

2007-01-24T13:30:00.000+08:00

2 more weeks to the holidays and a brand new start of the semester. How fast can time fly? This coming semester is going to be my third year and soon i will be landed somewhere. Hopefully i will land in a local university.

Is it good to think far ahead? Its just gives me a headache when i think of it. Stress is beginning to build up with fyp, new modules coming soon. How will it be? Will it be smooth flowing or one that is filled with hiccups?

I should stop thinking. Life is filled to what ifs hmm... i will think when i am met with the problem itself. Nothing much happened this week. Basketball training have been stopped and i think i should be going for the school's bowling training like soon. Cause i can't be expecting something like teamwork to be done when i am not going for trainings. Its all begins with the bowlers.

Yeah its wednesday finally there is club training tonight. Its the only thing that really interest me i think. The feeling of wanting to be at every training. If only the school's training have this type of feeling.. haiz

Got to complete my long awaited report soon i am left with 2 weeks. AHHHHH!!!

2007-01-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

Have been very free this few days. My schedules are always home.. school.. training.. and finally home again. Talking about training, I have not been touching my bowling ball for a long time. About 1 week plus? Should be around that. Alley under repair there is nothing much to about it but to wait. Yes wait for the next club training? If only school trainings that fun to be in.

Jia you ba bowling IG committee members. Place in that feel, that i am proud to be in the team and willing to go for the coming trainings. My reasons are very simple and personal on why i am not attending. I can't place my physical being there and waste my time, effort and money. It just does not go that way. So its up to the committee to make me feel that i am one of them.

Well done girls for clinching the 5th spot at IVP basketball. We have broken the school's record. For winning matches in IVP. Good Job. Continue to be best at it.

Can't wait for the season to start but i am definitately not that crazy about bowling. Its just in the phrase from leisure to competitive. People may see that what is so great about a sport that takes 5 steps to complete and knock down the pins at the other end. But it is addictive. Can i compare it to smoking. Its is basically the same concept.

jiayou god... be confident of yourself.

2007-01-17T23:18:00.000+08:00

HOW TO GET RID OF FLU?!

THe point of asking that question is that i am having one right now and it just won't stop like for a bit. Damn irritated by it. For your information it is still flowing at this very moment.

Today is a very filled day. The most i think for the past 18++ years of my life. When to help my dad with his work from morning till the afternoon. Had a very brief lunch and start working again. THough the job is easy looking, it is real tough. As i have a match later in the afternoon, I took a very short breather and off i am exercising again playing basketball. That was not all, I have to catch a ride from my dad so got to wait for him to bowl finish his league which is very near to the competition venue.

To my record, i have been using very single second that i have to be doing things to the fullest. Though the job is tiring, the feeling is just GREAT!!!

it would be good if i did things the way i did every single inch of my day.

God makes no mistakes, therefore you are perfect.

2007-01-15T21:36:00.000+08:00

RP is having open house and surprisingly, with their mass publication there is not much of a crowd coming to RP during the weekends. It must be quite disappointing. So i did my duty on sunday got to miss my bowling session for that :( But it was not that bad got to play abit of b-ball. Looking forward for sunday again, cause sadly wednesday's training have been cancelled. Just need to bowl more. I have not been bowling fear that my skills and feeling will drop. Haah shall drop worrying cause it will go on and on....

Tuesday which is tmr will be another long day. Got to help out in the open house plus having training at night. Think it will be a light one because we have a match on wednesday. Have not been doing any changes in my b-ball skills besides just knowing where to run to not give others trouble. Shooting skills have been on and off don't know what to do about it.

School will be starting again... the feeling of sianzation. Think it is because school have been too relaxed.

can't wait to see you again...

2007-01-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

Selection have been officially over. Though it is really redundant cause who ever joining the selection is in for the squad. Just before that i bowled a few games like 7 of them? And it went quite well at first as in the first 5 games with an 184 average. Then in between let my bro practice his spares. The last 2 games is not that bad but it pulled my average down. Maybe it is due to me being tired.

Thank goodness i need not bowl for the selection. Cause i am in the mid of changing my release and my ball reaction is very weird and i need to be used to it. Now my thumb hole is freaking tight.

This season is about to start. Are you gear for it? I know i am definitately am. Hope i dun screw this season up.

The nxt big thing... thats what i want to be..

2007-01-06T13:15:00.000+08:00

With the start of school, I am determine to do much better. Plus there are lots to complete like my CE points and PP project. I have only limited myself 5 more weeks for both of them. That should be enough time for both. I should not be lazy anymore and focus.

This 2 days of school have been relaxing, though there is work to do but it is not that hard to cope with. Even though i forgotten some of the circuit stuff but just need a quick recap.

Been Tired because of all those training that i had for bowling. Just can't get those things right. Why? i would ask and not getting an answer.

At least i can get to rest on sunday. haah its my turn to rest and watch you guys bowl. 10 games that will be a long way to go. GOOD LUCK GUYS AND GIRLS.

off to get my PP done.....

2007-01-01T20:51:00.000+08:00

FIRST DAY OF THE YEAR.....

the first thing that i did during the moment its 2007 is to bowl..... i think i am highly insane about it. Spent the last moment of 2006 in a bowling alley watching others bowling. I think the warren's bowling alley is my second home. Been there very often. OMG that is like no life. I am going to abandon all my past and head on to the new start. Though i waste my first day at home but it is great to be with my family. But it is really boring. Going to do something else tomorrow.

The first in this year

bowling game i bowled with house shoe and ball cause it is a last minute thing is with the score of 129 haah what a great start.

i am really greatful for the things that happened to me plus those that walked into my life and out. Will and am cherising very moment of it and hope that it will not end.

LAstly its NEW YeAr so what can happen next is for anyone's guess... life is unpredictable....

2006-12-28T14:11:00.000+08:00

Yes the year is ending in like another 3 days there are many things that happened to me this year and hoping that it will not repeat nxt year.

THrough this year, i have think alot and set alot of goals, drawn out my direction for the following year. At least i know what i have to do and need to do.

TRAIN!!!

2006-11-30T19:49:00.000+08:00

I didn't know that we can go forever for a topic named digestive system. Spent like 2 hours on presentation alone.

Phew... that is over and will not come haunt me again.

Hmm... there will be one event happening for me this week, which is the U21. Heard there is alot of people joining for that one. I think it is best for me to bowl like diagional on warren's lane. It is much safer for me.

Went bowling on wednesday the last game was great 238 with like 2 open the rest X. Just plain lousy.

No school for me tmr.... going for a long rest... weeeweee

2006-11-25T20:24:00.000+08:00

ARGG!!! My com finally crash on me. Some more it is at the period when i have done my presentation then when i want to get back to it after lunch, it die-ed on me. Thanks goodness godwin helped me in gathered my stuff quickly just before 3rd meeting. PHeww!!! WHen will laptop be working again... just my luck

Didn't went for bball training for a long time like a week since the last match... Lots to catch up with the team. Bet i will get lots to do

Not much of bowling this week, went to watch bowlers bowl the AIA national championship. It was so nice to view and observe how the national plus national youth bowlers bowl. Which reminds me that i am not even half way there yet. Got to place in more effort.

U21 has come again for next year squad team. How will i perform? Will i show improvement? Next season of the inter-club is coming real soon in march i think. I want to aim for something this time round. I want to dominate ...

2006-11-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

Back with more old news that i have not stated in this blog.

POL-ITE that i have invested, went to the drain.. dun really want to type about it.

Yesh O's and A's are done and almost done. Can finally jio my friends out and play and those long time never see bowlers.

Today won WS by mercy rule from the second quarter.

THere is nothing much to type about today except the fact that i did not done anything for the last 2 days and of 1 day i got an A grade which i think it is unfair. Damn sorry about team. Took you guys for granted.

2006-10-29T20:39:00.001+08:00

THis is a quick recap of my life. POL-ITE girls basketball team won gold .. that is the best man first to win a gold for the entire sports thing.

Went bowling for the gold medal dunno wad shit. Was very consistent till the 2nd last game i dunno wad happen to my hands and left leg, my 14lbs ball landed on my left thigh gdness. What i am thinking, should have let the ball fall to the approach with a loud bang. Got ten position out of 20 not bad i think, cos i am against veteran bowlers.

I have been bowling for the whole of this week except for friday. My bowling game have been improving must continue to improve. So that i will be of use on the pol-ite bowling. THat is a one-day event..not that gd but oh well after that it will be over.

NExt week will have another tournment for 10 games scratch. ABC another major stuff. Hope to do well not that one.

2006-10-11T12:47:00.000+08:00

POL-ITE basketball has been goin real well. Damn proud to be part of it.

Days are really drawing near. Tension is building up. ONe is going to end but the other is coming. Oh man.. i really feel that wad the bowling coach is doing or i should say said ( cos he did not do anything much) , is like empty promises. Say what want to bring the team up to the championship. Is that happening is he gel-ing the team? guess not.

You may think that i maybe bias against him or what. But that is the fact that he has placed across. There are a couple of things that i want to tell the team

First i don't feel i am part of the team, i do not know is it i am isolating myself or what. But you guys have to understand that i have other commitments be it outside or in school. But i can promise you guys i am working as hard or even harder then some of you just to lift the spirit and motivate, together and move to the common goal that we share.

Finally just some word of advise. If you did not get a strike then do a spare. If gotten a split take the most pins. Don't let your emotions over run your head. Be clear and focus. Strike and spares are equally important. Believe in yourself. Do the unthinkable. It will happen.

2006-09-30T20:37:00.000+08:00

POL-ITE games are really coming up close. I am so going to cheer for the team deep down inside. Felt so lost when being placed on court. Seriously i dun deserve the spot. It should have been given to those that are better. But there is surely a reason that i do not see or known of.

Recently i have been too tense. That really affected me alot. Stamina is also gone. The feeling has also vanished. Building all those again is going to be hard on me. However the time is not at my advantage. When the time comes i think i just have to use what i have to the maximum. I truely doubt that at times but there is no other choice.

Went bowling today again. Learned how to push my ball. It is so freaking hard to change my habit. I am so determined and not going to give up that easily. Things that my dad had said is so true ' why go to selection for nationals...if you are good they will automatic come to you'. The reason why i totally agree with this is because if your skills have been recognize, they will surely come to you. So if i have not been discovered, the only thing that i can think of is i have not done well enough and will strive on.

So with the bowling POL-ITE coming i am going to win something back that is for sure. But there will be obstacles like national bowlers and stuff like that. I will put in my best not going to give a damn to anyone. The biggest challenge is me myself.

you can do it....SHOot ( strike)!!! KILL!!!!

thx

2006-09-24T21:54:00.000+08:00

Its going to be my third day at class. Erm.. nothing much to say about this class just that it has lots of smart ppl and i like it. That does not meant that i will be slacking all my way. It meant that i will be working double-ly hard. Pushing myself to the max.

I am having training tomorrow...hmmm that means i will be home late yet again. Who ask my house to be so out of the way from school. Went bowling this morning. Its a total disaster for me..but who cares not going to give a damn anymore. As the option for milo cup i am out of it so people in the team will have an extra space. However i will be fighting all the way for a postion in pol-ite team. My current goal is to get first in the coming roll off.. as for the rest i don't give a damn..

Ultimate mindset : SCORE & STUDIES (double SS')

wanting to see more of .... soon

2006-09-17T19:02:00.000+08:00

My holidays have been filled with lots of stuffs like basketball trainings, bowling training plus chalets and camps. Been busy and tired. Lots of stuff to do and so little time. Just gotten back my results from school. It is still consistant. But i don't want that. I am not contant with that result. I need to do better. I think i have to do more talking this coming semester. Or else my chances of going to local university is doing down. Haven't done finish my personal profiling and going for talks. Got to finish them by this coming semester. I am determined to gather all my A's.

This week i gotten another chalet with my secondary school friends. I am going broke. OH GOODNESS!! and i don't work how?!

Oh well i am going to interview my interviewee this coming week and planning to finish my personal profiling soon. So that i have one thing less to worry about.

School's going to start and that is where my grades starts coming in. STRessss..... All those sports competition are also coming real close. Have faith that things will go by smoothly. Seriously i can't wait to meet my new classmates hope they are friendly people. Last but not least my good secondary school friends miss them alot.

Take a deep breathe and everything is going to be fine.

2006-08-28T20:44:00.001+08:00

Just went blog hopping and read those blogs that are written by my E25J classmates.

<---- Obviously that is my E25J.

Gotta miss them. But RP's system is like always coming and going changing class every sem can be fun but sometimes it can be a chore.

Can't wait for the chalet but it will be a short one for me...CoS i have gotten a bball camp cum chalet. I have gotten a feeling of dropping that sport soon.

I wan to hang out more often

2006-08-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

There is a phrase that goes " SCHOOL'S OUT FUN'S IN". But i don't seems to be getting any fun when my school is out. Through lots of days thinking endlessly about my goals and the direction i want to take, i came out with a perfect solution. That is to get into the national team and university of course. Although i have no confidence now about getting into the national team but i am determine to try until i get in. Even if i am damn old i also dun give a damn about it.

My holidays now are filled with lots of training and stuff. Major part of it is filled with bowling training of course. Be it personal ones, clubs or school's. I am very commited for personal and club's training is because i felt that it is essential for me and club's training is all about fun and games. I am not saying that school's training is crap or what but i am also trying my very best to dig out time for the trainings. I am not trying to be a big shot by coming to training once or twice and tell you that i am good. I want to prove to the team that i am what i am saying and i believe that i had enough training outside. I dun want to over do it.

But sometimes I just can't stop those people to think that i am just a passerby. My main and only objective to join the school team is to have an experience of playing in a school field, which i have never done that before. Maybe i am thinking too much about people feelings and thoughts. I am trying to be fair to those who comes for training every single session. I just got a point to prove to myself and someone else.

I am pushing myself real hard...till i can feel the tear that is about to be ripped.

DAMN TIRED!!! WHO CAN LEND ME A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON?

IT IS NOW OR NEVER!!!

2006-08-15T10:24:00.000+08:00

It has been awhile since i last updated. One cool news for the month is that i am going to have 2 chalets on the same venue it is just a next door thing for almost the same period of time. I hope that it will be very successful.

Now a days I felt that i am very dao. Dun ask me why. I see those people that I am familar with and i just walk pass. I did not even cheer for my team last sat. Whats wrong with me? I think i am just plain crazy. So those out there if you happen to see me very dao. There is nothing wrong with me, I am just not in the mood to talk.

At times i really hate my mood. It has affected me too many times. Is there anyone out there to teach me to control my mood? Sometimes i am just pissed with myself with the things that i have done or handled. But what done is done. THere is nothing that i can do about it.

Up to now, i seriously still can't figured out my goal in life. And that is very distasterious. Where should i be heading to?

I was there when u need me, so don't complain

2006-07-21T19:51:00.000+08:00

yeah thats me with the sianz face together with a sianz life. What a perfect match. Recently have been down. But i have no idea due to what. I think now i am feeling much better. Haha. so sorry ryanna, she so tired during training still trying real hard to cheer me up. Oh well at least i am being cheered abit. Seriously people when did we warren girl became so 'serious' during training. Scores were great. Don't feel the fire burning within us though. I think the coach's definition of focus is just shut up and bowl in slience. How are we going to have team spirit if all of us that is representing the club just bowl in slience and being anti-social? Whatever just not going to be affected by the coach ever again.

Going to bowl tomorrow again. First is for the selection of school's team, next is the interclub youth league. I am all set to prove my mark again. It is the same location that i bowled previously and i did very badly with a 129 average i think. The worst that i ever bowled in my life. I am so going to change all that. Mark my words. It will be tiring for me but i don't want to care so much anymore.

Recalled that i typed that my this semseter class is moving too slowly. Guess what! we are a good bunch of people. Getting a class jersey or jacket not decided yet. Having a chalet soon too. FUn full of it is coming on shore. Today just had a mini discussion after class. Decided on the logo of the class and the number that is going to be printed on the outfit. Mine is 96. Decided on that is because it looks nice.

E25J - slackerz by name... conquerorz by nature (Salini..if i did not get her name wrongly)

FIGHT!!!!KILL!!!!!

2006-07-02T21:44:00.000+08:00

Just finished with youth day challenge. Seriously it is not going on too well for the mixed doubles and trios team with i am playing in. My mood was totally affected due to the rush of events. The CAUSE of this is none other then javier. I believe that there is certain reason of this cause. But anyway things still get to be repaired along the way. My brother went to fill up javier space and poor captain, aaron, who had rushed down have to fill up my brother's place in the trio. And it snowballed to the next event and daryl have to rush down. My mood is totally off for my event and i have to blame myself for it. Because i did not take the initative to build up the fighting spirit of the trio team that i needed to push myself on. So the final result of it is that I screw up and so did the trio team. Oh well it is over doubt there is a chance for me to bowl anymore but i will perservere. Was very happy for the team event. Good team spirit and all.

So today had bowling again but this time is optional. But then again i do not know why i ended up there. Oh wells then was required to bowl 9 pins tap, total of 8 games. Felt very tired when i gotten into the bowling alley. But ryanna was there so can crap with her and somehow trying to keep myself awake. Not that confident in my bowling because of the previous day result. It is all affected.

So decided to use this opportunity to train myself on mental strength. It did work some how and i managed to come in second and won some cash to cover my cost.

Getting tired easily is there a way to change all this...maybe i just need to hold on...

2006-06-22T00:22:00.000+08:00

First i thought i will be having my usual style of celebrating my birthday. Which is to slack and rot at home. But today everything have changed. Yesterday my previous semster 2 friends gave me a birthday cake and it was nice and all. Thanks alot to them. Though i have already expected that to come, i still am anticipating for your arrival.

Came back from warren... with gifts, fruit tarts and egg tart plus lots of wishes. Really like to thank them alot. The effort that is being place to conduct it is great. Loved it. So ryanna, dun be pissed with the coach for spoiling your hard thought plan. Liked the tarts that you have bought. She is a very good friend to me. Crazy at times but overall she's cool.

Now is arron's birthday, first time having to celebrate mine and his together at warren. It was a nice experience. BTW he is my secondary school senior.

like to end this by literately give a H-U-G to those that i spent my bday with...not including ryanna...cos she gotten a hug from me le...haha

Happi bday ARRON

2006-05-30T23:38:00.000+08:00

Suddenly have the mood to blog about what had happened.

First of all i am so glad that i am going to China for the second part of my holidays. But guess what. Captain today told me I am selected to bowl national age group. Thanks ah for the news. It made me so sad la. Sort of having the regrets of going for China. Why must this happen to me? Why must the 2 event clash into one another? Why she didn't told me the dates earlier? Or it should be Why must she ask me and give me that piece of news? SAd-ed.

If i seriously have the choice i will bowl and not go to china. Damn this always have to happen to me. It is when i selected my choice then an even better one come along. All have been set i can't change my decision. Hope next year i will have the similar chance again. Getting older and older each year. I have already missed out on my youth don't let my U-22 go away.

Bowling don't wait for you remember that.

2006-05-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

Just came back from bowling. It just took me so long to realise that I am drifting 10 boards to the left and that is alot. Haiz...just don't ask me why i drift so much. My bowling sucks again today thanks to the spares. Why i did not take the spares because i am self conscience of my drifting. I should start to learn not to place blame on all the other things. I should change it. Blaming takes up too much time.

And that is what i did today on my spare shots and my first ball throws. I shifted 10 boards to my right so when i drift, i will be landing at the spot i want and not somewhere else.

Changes that is what life is made of.

Do it or you will lose it.

2006-05-23T21:41:00.000+08:00

Feeling very sick now...fever and sore throat plus a major headache...how great can that be.

Can't believe that i am so weak.

Got to end this.

Can't afford to be down

I need me!!!

2006-05-15T21:59:00.000+08:00

First day of the week has considered ended. Today's lesson is a bit dry. All about theories and stuff. But it is relaxing for a change from all those calculations. I think for this module's UT, i am more likely to get a C instead of an A. All thanks to my sudden lack of interest in physics and those maths calculations are wearing me out.

Arggg!!! must get this lazy attitude out of my system. MUST strive well for this semster it is once and for all. I want to try get prefect grade for my semster 1. To show to my parents that i am not useless.

MUST JIA YOU!!!!!!!!

2006-05-14T11:31:00.000+08:00

Today is MOTHER'S DAY. So to all those mothers out there enjoy today.

Dunnoe ever since when, i have stopped celebrating this faithful day. It seems to me that the meaning of this day have been lost. Therefore, i do not see the reaason to celebrate this day.

Today is my day to be aimless. Because i do not have anything to do today. To most people it maybe a good thing for to me, it is very bad cause i will get restless and stuff. Thats why i am finding things to do rite at this very moment.

Last night league was bad for our team but i had the chance to actually view the others bowlers skills. Damn nice can.

Happi birthday dad

2006-05-08T20:21:00.000+08:00

LoL. I've been tagged by Melissa. ^-* According to her, I have to come out with 7 qualities of my perfect lover.- specify the gender of your perfect lover- list down 7 qualities of my perfect lover- tag another seven bloggers on their page.if u've been tagged by me, u will have to do the same thing.
Gender: MALE
1) have a GREAT sense of humour, but know when to be serious (and must be able to crap with me)
2) be sporty ( prefer outdoor...cos i can't live without the sun)
3) have a passion for music
4) need to be observant ( cos i don't talk much..haah)
5) meant his words
6) not skinny and scrawny. that doesn't mean he should be fat either! as long as he is healthy
7) be rich! Hahaha. Just kidding. needs to be outspoken(loud). =D
People who have to do it:
1) Wendy
2) Moses
3) Daikuan
4) Kenneth
5) Lynn
6) siyunn
7) shihling

2006-05-08T19:30:00.000+08:00

I know that it has been a long long time since I have last updated. I have not been updating regularly because of busy schedule and of course heavy schoolwork. Hmm...ok so for the last few days I have been sick had fever. All thanks to the fever I have to pass up a chance to gain CE points. Haiz...

I feel that RP's ventilation is having a huge problem. Or else there will not be lots of people falling sick at this moment or else is those who have not recover. So RP people out there do drink lots of water and take care of your self. Health is damn important.

SLA has come and thanks goodness we made it in time. Although it is quite last minute and stuff but we made it. Hope those year 1s' will appreciate and join in basketball club, so that our effort is not wasted. I have thought of joining the school's bowling team. Should I or should I not? Maybe yes because I want to join some competition but need to be under the school's name. I shall give it a shot.

My class is great though it is still slow moving. There is once or twice going down together to having a meal or get some snacks to eat in class. Really envy those classes that are so united like siyunn's class or even yeesiang's class. When will my class be like that?... Haha...Terence I do not know how you manage to find my blog but enjoy reading anyways.

Yay...warren won some points again last Saturday 4-1 against changi beach. Anyway if you notice, very time ryanna bowls then can win more points back. Haha so jia you ba ryanna!!

Will try to update everyday...if possible...

2006-04-22T12:31:00.000+08:00

A week of school days had past. Lots of things to adapt and learn. Although i am good in adapting, i still felt that lot of things is cold in the first day. But through that process, i learn their names know a bit of them. The class is getting warmer each time. Which to me is a great sign. Cause we have to be together for the next 15 weeks which is quite long. So in this week i also get to meet a few friends as i walk around the school campus. I just do not know why i am having a feeling that is not the same when i am in the class with you guys. It is just too weird.

Am I changing? I really hope not cause I don't want to be apart from this group of friends. OK let me describe the feeling. It is like looking at the MSN contacts page and wondering is there a topic that we can chat about. And most of the time my answer is no. Which at that point of time, I felt why have things turned this way. Is it because i did not bother to talk to them? But if now and then they came to IM me there is lots of things to chat about. Maybe it is due of not wanting to start a conversation with them.

One thing that is true is that people will tend to change from time to time that is life. So now my ultimate goal is to score well and get lots of A's. The others is extra and willing to give them up if it is necessary. This is due to someone who has enlightened me. Thanks

u are the one that makes me reveal my true self

2006-04-14T20:28:00.000+08:00

Erm..todays post will be on someone that i totally dislike to the core. I just do not why there is just not one but three person that is like that. First is that two of them are bowlers and they always think that it is the ball and not the skills. So in the end both of them got around 7 balls which is like the amount of balls that my family of 5 have. They are abit spoilt cause their dad which is another that i dislike will buy which ever ball they want and not need. So when they bowl, they hit a couple of high games and think that they are pro. That is the part that i dislike. And talk alot like they know alot about which equipment is for which lane. If so why am i not seeing them scoring perfect games? So what if they participate in whatever tournments, does that make them pro? What about me? Proud people.

Their dad is another one i think out of the three the most that i dislike. He thinks that having money is very thing. So what if both of his children manage to get into the team. Big deal. All my family members are in the team so does it means that i am in charge of the entire team? Always get his nose into very single business in the alley. Then after all those talking and talking then report to us like we will support them.

I know it is very bad to be typing all these out. But they are like to the extreme. What is it with adults always talking about politics, power and total control. Damn fed-up with that. Haiz..power, power and more power. what is the use of that? Maybe i am not that old enough to understand all these but i think i soon will.

2006-04-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

Went to school for FOP today.

I felt that it is ridicules to tell us to bring our laptops and not using it. The management of the entire event is also very horrible. That is how i feel it. But looking on the bright side, entering into a class of unknown people is sort of interesting. Because of the uncertainty of the class. Will it be good or bad?

The class that i am in charge of is damn united and bonded. And it is only the second day they have met each other. When i went in they thought i was one of them, asked for my name and contacts. My first impressions were like 'WOAH!!' that is fast. Maybe i look like a year 1. Anyway the class is very hyper and talks alot regarding anything under the sun. Slowly i also talk to them which is like so unlikely of me. Coz i am the type that is very quiet and do not like to talk much.

There is a part that need us to collect water. I find that it is totally a waste of time. Have to wait so long for just a few cups of water.

School term is starting hope that my new class atmosphere will be something like that.

2006-04-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

Finally have gotten the feeling to blog. Just came back from my bowling training and before that PE0110 class chalet. HAHA.. the chalet is a success and ended beautifully. Of course there are things to type about the what happened in chalet. Actually nothing much happened on the first day just chatting and playing truth or dare. And guess what!!! looi came to visit and joined in with our chat group. It was fun with around 10 ppl in the small room. And why was that, cos each couple got one room each and there are three so haaha one room left. The so called 'singles room'.

The highlight of the chalet for me is the second nite truth or dare session. I am so heng can.. almost very time kana me. Too bad to those that wants to be bombed. But as you all know that there is nothing to ask me about if chose truth so of course i am left with dare. All i did during that session is to kiss siyunn twice cos she also kana dared. haaha so no choice. Nxt is dance a mini waltz with marcus.

Haiz so fast my long awaited chalet have ended...when will the nxt gather goin to happen for this batch of classmates. Feeling guilty to left the chalet so early...never help with the cleaning up...heehee...so seeya all of you guys and gals soon..

2006-03-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

My first youth inter-club game has just ended. And guess what we loss 0-5 right smacking in the face. I know there are times that somethings are can't be helped but there are also times that i felt that i can change the fate of the ending result. First time in my life when i bowl i felt so numb and senseless. First time i just want to pack and leave the place. First time i really felt like crying and blaming myself that i am the cause of the whole result. Why must this happen to me at this very time at this very spot. I had condemned myself to the very core. I know people will start thinking... why do you have to be so hard on yourself. It is just a game. There are always chances. But do you guys know that this is the only chance i had this year there will not be another. I just do not like my dad's expectations they are too high to reach. Too high to fulfill. Can i just give up?

Now i really want to go to the seaside and shout all my unhappiness. But i actually planned to jog just now but my mind stopped me cause now is very late... Who can i share those things with?

Now i seriously needs you!!!

2006-03-10T10:00:00.000+08:00

I will be goin to work in a minutes time. But before i go i blog first. Seriously i do not know the reason i start this blog now it is like having cobsweb all over. I just feel that the easy ones job can be the harder it will be. Thanks goodness it only last for 4 days..and this will be my second day..weee..it will be over in 2 days.

First year of my poly life have ended and that is like so fast. Did not expect it to go that fast will miss every single one of my classmates. Can't wait for chalet. Should i go for lin yun's chalet? Dunno leh..but i noe jh is going cos she told him that i am going. Maybe i am not going.

Arg i have to give this sunday's bowling friendly a miss cause of my job. Lucky i have a sister to help me bowl. Or else i die sia how to split?

no matter how busy i am...i am thinkin about u

2006-02-20T21:07:00.000+08:00

Now school term to me is like on holiday now. Sad to say that school term is ending soon. Why must things only end when it gets to the best part. Seriously speaking i can't wait for the new school term to start. Just cannot stop thinking about what am i going to study in the in term. Is the class going to be the like this current class or better?

It has been a while since i last touch basketball currently focus on bowling and trying to improve. I think i cannot attend tomorrow's bball training again. Haiz. Due to another bowling league. Why do i have to deprove before i improve? Where is the logic? I am real grateful that i have a friend that pull me out from the deep, dark and miserable hole.

Thanks alot...